I'm a fucking fake.
And the thing is, I'd love to say that what people say doesn't affect me. But ha, it does. I'm a big giant mess. I can't get that whole fuck up concept out of my mind.
It could be more simple than this right? I could suppress all my feelings and go on feeling worthless and crazy and sick to my stomach and dizzy all the time. Just not talk about it. It's pretty sad that some of the people closest to me in my life are pushing me to that. I'm so reserved now for a reason. Cause it's true right? I shouldn't talk about what's going on with me. Because I have no reason to feel the way I do. So I shouldn't. So I'll pretend I feel completely okay. It's not like I haven't been fucking trying. And it's not that simple. People should stop lying to themselves and acting like everythings okay when it's not.
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