For what, 5, 6 years? It just got bigger. I feel like I've finally really let it consume me and eat me up because now I can't see myself. I'm trying really hard to look past all of this but I can't feel a bit of who I used to be. And the thing is, I don't want to change. I'm ok with growing but I want to remain me. And I think I messed that up.
Truth is, I'm messing everything up lately. I'm putting the wrong things first and losing grasp of the things and people that have always cared about me. I just woke up this morning and realized that. So if you've ever questioned whether or not I love you, especially lately, I probably do. I haven't stopped loving anyone I've loved over the past year or so.
So. What now?
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