I guess...

It's inevitable that some things will fall apart. I always sort of felt off to the side anyway and there were always times where I was the one who wasn't there. I just wish I could re-do the past year or so, so that maybe.. just maybe, I could make things okay again. Cause I've never appreciated parts of my life more than that. And now it's all falling away through my fingers and there's absolutely no way I can catch grasp of it again. Truth is, I'm not the only one that's tried. That's why I say it's inevitable. And I'd say I'll try more, I'll try harder, I'll be better, but this is me and that's all I really have to give.