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So I think I'm figuring it all out. I've let my life fall apart too many times in the past couple years to just do it again. Not saying I have any reason to, but seems like I never need one. I've let all the bad things in my life overpower the good and I'm completely done with it. I know I can do stuff to make myself happy and if I keep a good outlook instead of constantly thinking about everything that's gone wrong I know I'll be ok.
So yeah I guess this is just my motivation coming back and goddamn I am NOT letting myself fall apart again. I've come too far.